Radiohead - Creep

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
Your just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door...
She's running out, she run, run, run, ruuuuuunnnnnnn
Ruuuuuuuuunnnnnn

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so FUCKING special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't belong here...

So yea, I've been hearing that song constantly everywhere.
Is some higher power tryin' to tell me something?
Probably.

I'm a creep that didn't win the $310 megamillion lottery.
Because some guy from Anaheim did.
ANAHEIM CALIFORNIA.
Think he really needs it?

Probably not the message I'm supposed to get, but it's really hard to analyze things lately.
Like the lessons learned from broken relationships.
Best I can come up w/ right now is to stop gettin' into relationships because at the end you're just going to get mind-fucked royally.

I hope no one's taking me too seriously.
I like using humor to get me thru things.
A self-defense method I developed growing up along w/ keeping to myself.
If you haven't noticed that over the years you've known me, YOU need to get to know me better.
Or at the least let me know if it bugs YOU right away.

Shit.
Kinda in angry mode right now.
Cuz of some unknown mishap while waiting on the results of a drug test and background check I'm back to job hunting again because they've already filled the positions.

Maybe I just need better references.
Or a first newborn sacrifice to change my luck.
Four leaf clover or a rabbit's foot maybe?
Used to have a pink one, older brother kept the blue one for himself.

Yup.
Running out of interesting Random Quotes to give to you.

The Random Quote:
"Bush hates black people." - Kanye West